i felt 委屈 some weeks ago. i feel that i have already condescended by coming here, getting myself dirty, earning the meagre salary to do all this construction bullshit. then came the client representative, who by coincidence has the name of Ah Beng. that day, the whole day he addressed me as “oei, come here!” i could not feign ignorance, i still went up to him like a dog.
there are the times i hate my job. the probablity of meeting ill-behaved clients are too high. or rather, pple think you are just a BTC (bo tad cheh = no study/illiterate) guy earning a small living. and very often they think you owe them the rice bowl.
unlike the song… i dont have anything to prove, i dont need to do anything to let pple notice me. pple already know who i am. i just feel very 渺小 and mistreated. for friendship, for earning a living, i have to put up with this? maybe i shd adopt the mentality mentioned in Ip Man II: 为了生活，我可以忍！
maybe Raymond is right… “work hard to gain respect and status in the firm”… putting aside the old timers… our platoon of JB girls alr know who i am and not to mess with me… i dont need all of this, its not what i want… i am turning 30 this year.. i just need to know all that i need/want will be taken care of… car… watch… a more than decent salary…
life.
lyrics by 黄伟文。
Tags: B&C, emo lyrics, music, tuas
